And so ends the reading days. Papers start tomorrow! Well i sort of challenged myself to try and make my reading days considerably more useful than my weekend. And yeah they were better. But still, its like. I've made some really stupid choices over these three days which has wasted some of my time.

I also idunno if i've done enough. Like seriously. Sigh, i'm at this point where i feel like.. i dont think i've put in all i can for this sem and i hope i dont do worse tha last sem. Because like i've really enjoyed this sem much more even though there are still some modules that i dont really love. And its over so fast.. It feels like only a few weeks ago that we were working on the con3 camp and rebuilding bonds with the old friends who i still love dearly. So right now i'm feeling a bit crappy that i probably blew it. I just blew one of my best semesters at school and could have done so much better.. Its a personal challenge sort of thing.. And its something where even when youre comforted by people that yeah you've done enough, it wasnt your best and you still feel bad.

English and physio tomorrow, stats chem and chinese on friday, ecology and calc on monday. Awesome isnt it? 3 exam days.

I'll just leave it god now. Speaking of which, its the first of october! Start of the rosary month.. So i'm off for the mass now.
posted by halfpastfour- at 6:34 PM [edit]